Blasphemy

Let me preface this post by saying that while I was raised in a Christian home, I was never diligent in reading the Bible on my own.  My mom was always a great example and read and studied her Bible diligently.  To this day, if you go to my parent's house, her Bible is usually on the kitchen table- OPENED to whatever she is reading.  I had always tried those "Read through the Bible in a Year" plans, but by mid- January, I would already be behind and frustrated trying to catch up if I missed a day and then would give up.  About 4 1/2 years ago in Sunday school, we were challenged to read the Bible ten minutes/ day.  So I thought to myself, I will try this and start at the beginning since I had never read the Bible cover to cover.  It took me two years, but I FINALLY read the entire Bible from start to finish. I was so excited at this accomplishment.  During this two-year period, my hunger and desire to study and learn more of God's word grew.  I have been going back through and reading each book (not in any particular order) chapter by chapter and verse by verse.

As I was reading my Bible this morning I came across a verse I don't ever recall reading (obviously I've read it at least once- see above paragraph) or hearing.  

But he that shall blaspheme against the Holy Ghost never has forgiveness, but is in danger of eternal damnation.  Mark 3:29

It literally took my breath away.  Have you ever felt the Holy Spirit convict you so heavily, you can almost feel it? <raises hand>  I read and reread it several times to make sure I was reading it correctly.  Then I had to look up the word blaspheme, because while I know the general idea of its meaning, I wanted the exact meaning.  According to Mirriam-Webster, blaspheme means to speak in a way that shows irreverence for God or something sacred.   How many times do we treat the Holy Spirit with irreverence?  Maybe by leaving early from service when the Holy Spirit is moving, by our words, our actions, our attitudes, or maybe by ignoring Him and excluding Him from our churches...  

I had to do a spiritual self-examination right then and there.  I needed to make sure there was no blasphemy in my spirit.  

Lord, forgive me for having an irreverent spirit!  Help me to never become so callous that I am not sensitive to Your calling or prompting.  May I always treat the sacred things of God with the reverence they deserve.

Have a blessed day, and may you always remain  mindful of the Holy Spirit's presence!